Being a housewife has been a great thing, it has really worked for us. Now it doesn't. I don't know how it's going to happen or where it's going to come from but I need a job.
There we go.
There are things I really want to achieve with the house but it will never be a priority. If I want it to be a priority I think I need to have the cash to make it happen. There's only so far I can get snaffling a few pence here and there from the grocery budget, I need real cash. As far as I know, finding paid work is the most reliable way to do this.
I know it's going to take quite a long time for me to find something as I have no references and haven't worked for over 10 years, but eventually something will come along and my new phase can begin.